My thoughts keep me up until all hours of the night.
I try to lay down and rest but it’s as if my body’s fighting against me.
I’m constantly reminded what a piece of shit I am. No longer by others but myself.
As the days progress, I feel myself getting weaker and weaker.
I’m struggling to see the good in myself anymore.
It’s been such a long time since I’ve been content with myself.
Please God, answer my prayers tonight. As I lay here I ask you one thing, and one thing only. Show me what it’s like to be happy again, I’ve been missing that feeling for much too long.